Friday, February 22, 2013
Give Us Our Lunch, Our Daily Lunch
I went to lunch with the boys today.
I haven't been in a while. Last fall I went several times, but I haven't gotten there this semester until today. I would love to say that I went because it was my idea and I'm a great mom and my kids always come first in my life. Truth is, I heard my husband tell the boys that one day before school is out he will take off work and come to eat with them. Busted. Couldn't I at least spend one of my Friday's (which are always my day off) feasting with those two sweet blessings?
I'm so glad I did.
Isaiah didn't have much to say about it. He took my presence in stride. But the other kindergarteners at his table seemed to be happy I was there. I got to open some applesauce and some ice-cream. I got to hear about a play date where cookies were made. I witnessed the eating of the lunchable tower as one child tried to stick a whole stack of alternating turkey, cheese, and crackers into her mouth, making sure she had my attention as she did.
Noah seemed glad to have me there. He told me about his day, how he wants to do the reading program so he can win Hotrod tickets (the local baseball team), how he still had math and recess left. I enjoyed hearing him talk to his friends about baseball and morning meeting and whether or not they knew their phone numbers, in order to arrange play dates.
It was a sweet time, and over much too soon.
I think about this and consider that phrase in the Lord's Prayer: "Give us this day our daily bread." I have often thought about that phrase as the "please meet my needs God!" part of prayer. And there is nothing wrong with that. However, God has been pressing me on it, asking me to see it in a different light: "Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God."
And then the Gospel of John where Jesus, the Word made flesh, says, "I am the Bread of Life."
When I say "give me this day my daily bread" what I'm really saying is "give me Jesus." I'm asking not so much for a meal, but for a Man. . . . Him. . . . His words. . . . His heart. . . . His love. . . . His witness in my life. His With-ness with me.
Being with my boys today was what made lunch so special. I was with them. I entered their world and was simply present, to hear all about the ins and outs of kindergarten and third grade. And every day, if I'm really honest, what I most need is to taste and see that God is with me, that Jesus is still made flesh in my life, that He is still speaking Himself into my circumstances. Just like I showed up for lunch with my boys, He is just waiting for me to open my eyes. Because every day He is showing up with a feast.